Thursday, July 28, 2011

Dee Drama Queen?! :))

Honestly, it did not cross my mind to join in any organization in my school because I can't still find my talents. I guess I want my talents to search for me but it will never work, so I'm trying to search for them. I joined our official organ at high school, I was the photojournalist/layout artist. Contributing for our school paper was most likely my forte. I love writing (without considering the grammar because I know a copywriter/proofreader will edit my article.) I think I am more of a writer than a speaker. 

With the influence of my dear friends I was forced to audition in St. Paul University Manila's official theater guild known as Tanghalang St. Paul. I was forced because I wanted an organization (not to put in my extracurricular or anything). I wanted to be in an organization because I want to meet new people and experience something extraordinary. 

I am more of the backstage girl when I was in high school. I really hate performing in front of huge crowd. I am the most shy person ever (I guess.) I think I am sociable but I am shy in showcasing my talent. I am noisy in front of my friends but there's something in me that I don't really get. I am sociable...I can't approach people well...I am friendly...I can't talk much with newly acquainted people...Sometimes I don't even understand myself. :)

I auditioned in Tanghalang St. Paul knowing that I just strayed on the stage. I know I was lousy and weird when I auditioned. Luckily, I passed. I am now an aspiring thespian. 
I did not join the first skit that they made because the Mass Communication Program (my program) will participate in the Freshmen Initiation (held last Thursday 21 July 2011). 

I am now ready to break free. I think. I think I am ready to get out of my shell. So, I decided to join the skit for the World Youth Day Local Celebration in Ateneo de Manila University on August 20-21. I will portray the role of a youthful girly girl. It's not really the major role but I think this is the first step of super-stardom! Yes! I am aiming high. I dream big. I am optimistic! :) I also joined our skit for our course requirement in Retorika (Rhetoric) 

I wish this serve as an inspiration. I was just the backstage girl before turned out to be miss fierce and dramatic actress. I never thought of acting as a passion, I thought acting as a talent. This was the talent I've been searching ever since. 

Tanghalang Saint Paul  is not an organization but a FAMILY.


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